Free Xpresion

Chapter 1 I watched an episode of breaking bad where a man was dissolved in hydrofloric acid. I watched as his existence was wiped from history. No evidence of him existed except in the faulty memory of men. It was beautiful. If I am ever killed it will be by my own hands. Death grip with hands around my neck squeezing till the lights turn dim and dim turned darkness into forever. Fingers pulling trigger as words escape guns and bullets are left speechless. Wrists slashed and blood pouring out like ink into the bathtub, writing love stories that end with that girl falling in love with that guy who has just months to live. Or that guy falling in love with that guy,knowing very well that this is Ghana and their love will cost them their lifes. What is Love if not death played out in slow motion, no end in sight and no plot to discern.  A rope strung around the ceiling fan. Will that work. Am I strong enough to lift this 110kg of flesh plus the extra weight of the world on ...

​ The thousandth time I caught myself looking straight down your cleavage Stopping short of and crash landing unto your heart The thousandth time your smile imprints on my mind and your giggles play over and over again in my heard A one hit wonder The thousandth time my heart skips and I break a sweat when you turn the corner The thousandth time you brushed your fingers against my skin and I I felt a million volts rip through my core, bouncing around inside me with no escape The thousandth time you come to me crying about how he doesn't love you anymore The thousandth time I remind you that you can do better, that you deserve better. The thousandth time I wanted to tell you that I will never break your heart. That I will cherish you and love you and be there for you and worship at the altar of your feet. The thousandth time I remember the first time you told me you loved me like a brother a nd I knew our fate was sealed Even th...

​ Down this rabbit hole again Emotional roller coaster ride of pain Heart dancing to the beat that chaos sings Feet lost in place, two dead twins Down this rabbit hole I go Dry tears down my cheeks flow Turn the corner one last time again This never ending ride of pain 

​ I do Before the gods and man Before these men of god Wine so red Bread so sweet White veil covering guilt of fornication Dress unveiling pleasures to come I do With wrapped toilet rolls and incense Voices of innocents And the indistinguishable flashes of light The lord be with you Lift up your heart It is truly right This insanity called marriage Through him and in him and on him and under him Whatever position he prefers Till death do us part Amen. 

​ In the name of Allah, the most merciful and gracious The preacher man said We have come to witness and celebrate the journey of this couple The preacher man said We are here because you want us to witness your vows and your profession of love for each other The preacher man said Your union would be forever. If any of you do not love the other anymore, you would have to call each witness here today and let them know The preacher man said La illah a illalah I said Aamee

For seven odd seasons I felt you rock your self to sleep.  Seventy miles or seven inches, your heart beat synced with mine and I could feel you as you did me.  An empty life till I was seventeen, it took seven tries, seven trials, seven lonely walks down seven flights to break the curse of sevens.  Seven scares, seventy seven days and seven hours left the magic dead, buried seven feet deep, my heart torn into seven million pieces.  I dream of seventy. The seven thousand hours it will take to piece this heart together, to get it to beat once again.  I dream of seventy. My heart, old, patched, will beat once more. Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beeeeeeeeep!